falling into years

Friday, October 27




yayyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!
i had such a good time at jeanie's house with all u guys laaa~!!!!!!!!!!!!! mucks mucksssss!!!!!!=D
and really la, i agree with fanny, tong tong is actually quite cute...BUT! i still think he's overly enthusiastic and horny. -.-"
wahahahs!!! but again...good thing he doesnt really like me!!! *^^* wahahahahaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!x)
and yesssssss!!!!! aiyoo..ah tian, yul goon is like 26 already laaaaaa!!!!!!! x) hahahs!
gaaahss!! sooo cuteeee!!!*^^*

Thursday, October 26

Yoohoo!! realised that i've not blogged for a long long time....Heehee...Had fun yesterday at Jeanie house but thanks to Ng Wen Ying, so tired of waiting for her! Hmm...well, Tong Tong is quite a cute dog and i'm sure he is more attached to Wen Ying than me..Haha..

Well......I'm able to advanced to year 2 but there is a risk.If i dun do well during my term 1...thats it...I have to go poly.Argh, i'm going crazy soon...But i have to thank the school for allowing me to advanced to year two, which means i've got to work very very very hard this holidays.....Are u all going to help xiao mei here?? I know Da Jie will help me rite??? Heehee...Da Jie, i realli need your help cause i'm afraid to go Poly....*cries*.Hiaz, i have to give up on SYF as well....Whenever i think of that, i feel soooooo sad. I can't bear to let go of it....Going for dance SYF is something i always wanted.....

ok, decided to let go of SYF so i shouldn;t dwell over it anymore. I must be all ready to fight this battle and do well for My A;s. Jie Mei men, Jia You!!!!=p

Fanny=p

“一年三百六十五天就这么咻的一下就没了。大部分人都是忙忙碌碌的过一整年,可我,却使用空白在充赛日子。知到我的朋友们都说我幸福,可我自己明白,其实我很可悲。”
这一年半载来,我是沉睡的。虽然仍活着但却明显少了点什么。处在城市的中心,却不身在尘世中。那便是我的生活。置身事外的我,很矛盾的看得即清楚却又很模糊。看见了以往高傲的眼眸看不到的低处,似乎也学会了解能用另一种更精松的方式活着。与此同时,双眼却是被蒙上了一层过往编织而成的纱,无法看清,更不能越过纱帐触摸发生的一切,让真实与虚幻之间的界线不断交结、模糊不清。

感慨:上学的,天天想放假。停学的,日日想回校。人似乎永远不会满足的。而这种不满足的日子,回到什么时候才结束呢?

Tuesday, October 24

Clarification

Ahem, first of all, i would like to wish Jeanie a very very happy birthdae! This year may be a tough one for you but after all the things that have happened, i believe you have grown more mature, and this is a good thing!

Who say i din enjoy myself that day? Who? Who? I did ok. Its just that towards the end i felt a bit bored by the topic...And, i need to clarify... its not dat i like girls lar...dun make it sounds as if im a .. you-know-what. Actually i dun like gals, not all though, juz some. Coz i find it very difficult to communicate with gals. I hope i can be a guy. Thats all lar. and the people i like are pple whom i admire, those who have talents, charisma...thats all lar. Dun think otherwise pls. And dun announce it so loudly in the public next time, like what u all did at Mcs dat day...sigh...so embarrassing...

Shall end here. See u guys at jeanie's hse tml!

Monday, October 23

happy(:

yay. lets go out more often pple!!
ok tho wy may not have really enjoyed herself, i did!!! wy ah, go find urself a guy...gogogo.. its wrong to like girls.X)
n wy ah. its impossible for nalgene bottle n i to be tgt. hes just an infatuation i guess. n i seriously seriously cant imagine us tgt. bleahs.
oh a lighter note, we r visting jeanie at her hse on this coming wed at ard 3. wy n fanny, ur free?
ending this post, i wanna say... i dislike pw! (i noe wy likes it xp)

-tian-