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Wow! been quite some time since i entered our username and password to get to this page...
Nothing much to blog about of the late.. my life's just drifting like a unguided log in the river, going where the waters lead.

But I've been diligently checking the blog DAILY for all your entries, living my life through the window your entries open up. Brightening and filling my empty days with all your "sufferings" and joys. I miss school, having classmates, the recesses and lunchbreak, bitching about teachers, complaining about tests, gossiping about Ms A and Mr B... so on....
I'm really saying all these not because I don't comprehend the agony of failing assignments, horrible timetables, the disgusting and yet endless reports and writing to hand up by the worst of deadlines, with every teacher insisting that you should place their subject as the sole focus of your world and very existence. I DO, truely and do feel with every portion of my heart the pain you all are going through... and I WILL swear with the most vulgar and fearsome of curses at those who cross anyone of you....
Above all these, I still do miss school and the group of you. Perphaps its just the hormones... I'm not sure, been cutting my blood capillaries in a fit of depression again... But well.. life just goes on until the heart stoping pounding one day. Don't it? And trust me, mates. There will be this day sometime down that alley when we look back and think these torments are merely one grain of sand in the scorching desert. Didn't we think that our life is SO OVER in sec school when the tests overwhelm us and the wave of activities take us on a rough ride at the ocean. Remember the times when we complain endlessly about how tough the going and A Maths sums get and we are SO going to FAIL ... But in the end none of you did.... so its just a process and complaining about it makes the holding on a little easier, really! (So moral of the story: do blog more.. to WY: the opportunity cost of blogging is intangible, and the joy of getting it out of your system with your 3 other sisters cursing at the teachers in your bid: PRICELESS!)

Time has been made in a very special way in human perspective. Looking forward is almost like waiting for the snail to travel around the globe. Yet when we look back it's like the guy(whoever he is) travelling the around the world in 80days.... So don't think too much about the length of remaining race pals, it will be over as soon as it started... At least you'll think so in the times of your A'levels.

Posted a few msgs at the Tagboard.... But i thought i was clogging it too much, so i'm re-put it here! with added details

To Fanny dearie: Jia You ok?! we're all rooting for u.... u can do it simply becoz i say u can... and I have been very SHEN abt predictions! see WY's DSA, ur SUPERB o'levels.. and well sylvia's niceness!!! I lLOVE YOU very much one k... (Even though unlike someone, i'm perfectly straight) So must feel HAPPY about it and forget all your troubles for 10secs everytime you remember that.

To WY(whom i dare not add any "dear" or "darling" i guess you all know why la...): dont mention it la.. (glad you liked the flowers) would do the same for ALL of u.. even if it means listening to u belittle urself, even though I'm freakin' impressed and jealous of ur talent!!! So touched you praised me!
Here's what occured in my room when i read: "i just realise i have a very sweet friend..."
my weight before reading: 36kg
my weight after:est. 1kg... i turned into a balloon(not sure whether air weighs that much though) and floated right into the celling... OH.... don't need to feed my ego la...! even if we all know it;s the truth you are stating..

To Sylvie darling: dont worry abt ur tests la.. u've all been through it before.. rmb the times when we sit in PL canteen complaining abt how many of them we've have. You've been through it and survived beautifully and will continue to do so.... your boat rocky nvm, I give you swimming float then you can bathe in the water and without worries! As for PE.. hee hee it'sgood for health(now that sounds like something your mum might say!) ... even though i've never done it (dont' punch me for gloating, it's human nature)... But well see, I'm the most unhealthy one!
And OOhh... I LOVE SCANDALS, almost as much as I love you all... Can't help it, being female and with my XX chromosomes, it's just 2nd nature.

BUT!!
To all my JIE-MEI men: now where's your OWN scandal and my JIE-FU!!!!!!!!! I want Jie-Fu or Mei-Fu(i'm seriously not pickly about this)..... I'm so bored at home... PLEASE. PLEASE!!!! i'm pleading and imploring all of you with my knees kissing my newly polished floor(sense my sincerity yet?!) GET ME SOMEONE I CAN BULLY AND BLACKMAIL for items with information about you gals... I promise to share the loot i get! So i'm expecting news soon right!!! I REALLY HOPE YOU PPL GET THE HINT!!! I mean think about it! There's perks to it.. think if he's in your school or also a JC student.. preferably one who's gd at being one... YOU can get tuition and NOTES, and there's added reason to study.. I mean is there a better dating place than getting more accquainted together with your school library it's residents(the reference books).... Consider this: the opportunity cost is minimum compared to it's benefits(or whatever you ppl call it in the "chim"-alogy of econs)!!!

The above is from your lovely, bored to tears, doesn't sleep till wee hours, depressed and perky, changable and moody, cute<-but thinks its an insult, exhausted from dance class, looking forward to archery class tmr,dying to hear more from you... SISTER: JEANIE<-NO! I'm not a nun.. reallie! i love my materialistic lifestyle too much to be one...

wahahaha!
i just read the last entry by wenying dear..=)
ur sch life seems terrible.
as u can see. mine is not any better.
ive never ever draeded sch like now.
in fact.....i've always loved going sch. ok find me crazy or whatever...-_-""
wy...dun worry about gp la...we did a compre test recently.
our teacher said that our class's averaging mark is only 4.5/25. ya. and that's inclusive of summary. see?
we're all in the same rocking boat.
econs is totallly...irritating.-_-" bla bla bla...im having an in class assignment next week. die le.
gonna have geog, econs and math test.

and ya btw. cause ur dear friend eher has expectedly failed inclined for mock test, she's put into the 's' paper group...my whole body is aching now. one of the most tiring pe elssons ive had in such a long time la...
and run run run....do push ups do situps do backraisers do crunches do dips. gosh. it's on repetitive mode somemore.. my arms are aching. and my tummy hurts when i laugh too much
how sad.
sighs. too long nevr run le.

my mum is crazy about da chang jin now
she watched it everyday.
wah. nice meh?
anyways. seems that im the one crapping endlessly here.....hao jie mei men..must keep me updated wor!!!

i really gotta work on my gpp le....-_-
forget about maths
i wanna sleep.

sylvia=)

hey hey hey...
im finally back home..gosh."
the interview today was grrrr..-_-' dont talk about it... sylvia here is just so shi bai whe it comes to such things.

school is just sooooooooooooooooooo irritating nowadays.
bla bla bla...doing stupid things..meeting the most unreasonable teachers i've eevr met..
learning a bunch of senseless things.
fanny. i cant really understand how u feel! dont worry man!!! but u scared me again today!!!!!!
we'll just all jiayou tgt.=)
2 years. very fast one la!!!
luckily i still have u and winne to ramble to!!!=)

i tink im seriously retarded. it seems that culture shock has only set in now, the people here are still really nice..=), just that...i kinda miss pl=) met ruoyi and serene for winne's guitar concert last fri...hahha...they've not changed one bit!!!!!=) still as lame as ever-_-"" hehez..and jingyi was just complaining to me some horribly horrible psychotic tutor she's having.
poor thing.

scandals galore!
esther is still the same....just that daryl has finally told her how he felt. hahas. complications and misunderstandings...it's a long story.
jingxy is just oh so in love now. cant imagine tha guys can actually move on so quickly.
he's a totally changed person now cause of his new "target"
he has stopped swearing for two days. treated ngoh hiang to us. bought wenyuan and i ice cream. offered to carry cheryl's bag. bleah.
and for once, we can actually manage to hear our own voices in his prescence.-_-"
unbelievable.
he has not said any swear words for the past two days...i bet the cant hold on for long.=)
leopard never changes its spots!=)

hahs! gotta work on my gpp le
sickening math to do ltr.
i just feel like sleeping...-_-""
yawns!

gdnite
sylvia=)