Am starting to fall in love with tanya's voice. interestingly, an english educated singer in the mandopop circle. love her lyrics quite alot. very poetic, very true and very life.
走过的路
作词--蔡健雅作曲--蔡健雅
曾拥有过的这一切都可能在一瞬间全都消失
曾最让我感动的事都可能经过时间而被遗忘 也许我过得不够认真
曾经我相信只有他是我在这世界上最爱的人
但相信不代表永恒人总会有喜新厌旧的时刻
也许我不懂想要的爱也许因为不懂 才一再的受伤害
直到现在走过的路
有些心酸辛苦但至少有些小幸福
爱过恨过走过的路
很多感触或许在一个人散步时心中还会回顾
只希望自己能走出片天空勇敢的走到未来

Realised that I only like things I can relate to, is this the face of human beings or is it my pain selfishness? I, like tanya, seems to be in similar predicaments. I love chinese, really do, yet am stuck to a life of english education. Moreover, recently being in contact with yuyin from the past, and PRC students in school. I realised how much of my language slipped out of my system. An entire part of me, once seen as extremely important, left me. Perphaps again that is just as life is/was/were. completely out of control.

Been starting to read blogs again. And finally glad now that when i click the "bloggie" link on my igoogle home page, I see new updates on the blog. I used to always wonder if i was the only one visiting the blog regularly for updates. So wy's reply to me was uplifting.
someone told me before that to be thinking of someone and to have the someone think of you back at the same time is almost impossible. There's actually some statistics done on it, but I glad I managed to hold on to the 0.000something %. Sad as it may seem, the blog we started back then is now the only link between the 5 of us.
This link brought by some sad news today. wy's struggles in her life, are things I can understand quite throughly. I must say there are similarities between us. We are afterall, one who yearn deeply, but show little on the surface. Yearnings may represent dreams, but dreams may be all but hopeful remains of what could have been.
Rambling in riddles again. I could go all philosphical, but ultimately I know that I hope for both of us the best. And for her to be happy. and me too.

Those were the days, days of sarcasm< in the nice sense, days when the future seems bright and merry. the blog was started 2 years back, then I would have never guessed the way my life is now mapped out. mapped out completely out of my map. Future holds much unknowns. And I'm always wondering what would be if I didn't choose this path. will i be happier. ask yourself that too dear? though it might seem to carry little purpose.
j->blogged on myspace pg... jiayou wy!