falling into years

Monday, January 9

Missing in Action!

I'm I'm home today early... or correctively speaking got sent home today early! I guess it is a vicious cycle I can hardly avoid and my life is seemingly going round in circles. After assembly, I got hit by this bolt of mens cramps and thereafter I lost my ability to walk, stand and can barely even talk. As usual, people unaccustomed to my attacks of pain were completely freaked out and this two girls in my class carried me all the way to the walkway where I waited for my mum to come down to fetch me. Then there was this very nice J2 senior who took care of me in the waiting process. I don’t know her name, but I guess I’m very thankful for her helping hand in the most literal sense… which I squeeze and pressed “rather” hardly in my pain.

But , anyway my mum later and she was completely furious over my actions of calling her all the way down to bukit timah away from her sacred task of laundry. PS: from the brief look of my friend whom spoke to her giving her directions, I guess my mum scolded her on the phone too. I am completely disgusted with my mother, whom pushes all the blame of my ill health to me. But anyway, she brought me to see some Chinese physician who poked like 10 odd needles into my stomach before I regained my bearings and came out of my sub-conscious state. PS: which is why I have the energy to be blogging now.

Currently, I’m stuck in a state of utter despair and disgust with my mum. She’s so completely unreasonable and I swear I will remember not to call her to come to fetch me, even if I am on my death-bed in school. And I’m almost certain she’s so over-bearing because she suspects I want to change school. Help! Sometimes I wonder how bad an environment can HC get in comparison to the Hell gates of my “home”…?

Sobbing :( Jeanie

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