Wah. Im bored. Not that I have nothing to do...it's just simply because Im in some sorta self denial stage. Playing make-believe that Sylvia dear here is actually quite free. Well, maybe it is, judginf that Im the noly one crapping here.-_-"" Oh wells, never mind! Take it as compensation for my lost presence last time!=)

Fanny finally witnessed my struggle with that stupid instrument today. Why is it that everyone says that guitar is easy??!! My foot man!!!!!!!! well, maybe it's because my assigned part was like ARRGH!!!!!! Self consolation. Gosh. Now..Im not sure if I should like continue or join something new...or simply roll into leo.-_-"" I feel kinda arrgh! if i just give that bloody thing up halfway. Nahz, never mind. I find that I swear soo much more nowadays. Tsk Tsk. Bad influence from all those people and their vulgarities!! muahaha!!!=) (Prior warning to Fanny: Please do not be alarmed at Estee’s habits! And subconscious tendencies!)

Shall stop rambling about all my complaints. Had guitar for like 4 hours today? Fingers on my left hand feels kinda numb. Anyway, met Song Jie in the canteen, (Almost cant recognize him with his "not-done-up" hair )and I was just giving a passing remark that I had guitar for 4 hours..and he actually said he has to sit in the library from 8am-6pm???!!! I thought AV was super slack kind.-_-""

Okays, am like pigging out sooo much these few days. Went with Winne and her classmates to Sumo House (near Bedok Interchange). The food there is cheap ah!! Huge portions and all. I felt like a balloon.-_-""Found out that her classmates are pretty lame people, but fun la!!!! Muhahhaa!*^^*

I went for my hair cut just now. The aunty was like sooo happy to see me!! Haha!! See, Im just sooo likeable and of course, narcissitic.=) But still, it looks almost the same. Sometimes, I really think that my hair is kinda a hopeless case le. Oh ya! And my nose was bleeding just now..got a big shock when I took out the used tissue paper from my pocket. Apparently it ahs already started bleeding for quite some time, just that I didn’t realize anything. (.+_+)""

And oh ya, I came across this some time ago while looking up stuff for the Lit V-day recital. Eh..apparently, it was quite long ago already la! Thought that it was kinda sad and it just made all of us go "Aww..!"

Mad Girl's Love Song

"I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead;
I lift my lids and all is born again.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

The stars go waltzing out in blue and red,
And arbitrary blackness gallops in:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

I dreamed that you bewitched me into bed
And sung me moon-struck, kissed me quite insane.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

God topples from the sky, hell's fires fade:
Exit seraphim and Satan's men:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

I fancied you'd return the way you said,
But I grow old and I forget your name.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

I should have loved a thunderbird instead;
At least when spring comes they roar back again.
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)"

~Sylvia Plath

Hehehe!!! Okies then. That’s all for now!! Should be off with my lengthy post!=)
tata!!
Mucks!!
Sylvia=)