A very big thank you to all of you.
PS: wy you will probably cry buckets after reading this, but i still wanna include my diary entry for today here. "sorry!"
You gals have given me a lot in the past year, and I "wu yi wei pao", so I juzt wanna really say a big formal "THANK YOU" here.

P.Ps: misconception: my craze with dear wu zun is a major side-effect of my recovery. It is sorta like a change in character after a major event in life, sort of thing. (-.^) He is so SHUAI! But you all are the big big "gong cheng" k!
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It’s been a long time since, I felt so relieved and relaxed. A long time since, I can laugh aloud while reading the messages you gals leave online. I am starting to believe that happiness when shared, will return in folds.
I must admit that there are still times, when I can’t help but feel really down and bad. But, remembering the support and friends there for me in this past year, it is easy to recover instantaneously.

I am smiling as I type this, recently I have been bringing tong near PL for walks in the evening. Cliché as it sounds, but much has came back. Those were the days of insanity, laughter and tears. Sometimes I’ll walk, be laughing and tearing at the same time. Ignoring the stares I’m receiving for acting like one who escaped from woodbridge, I am very glad. For, my friends, I am finally facing up to the past, though really slowly, I am no longer escaping and hiding.

This, new me has become stronger and more courageous. I have become more cheerful and may this be the dawn of happiness for me.

-jeanie[^.^}